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Lucky Dream
02:48
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Baby, all my teeth are falling out
Am i stuck inside a lucky dream
Dreams played out like thousand broken suns
Until now it's only been a constant feedback of myself and
I so care for this
I want to be the color
I so care for this
I want to be the night
Baby's hungry lungs are open wide
Can't keep crushing bugs beneath my feet
I saw you explaining that to god
Wish that i could promise you're okay
I heard you sing your song but in reverse
Things i need to read before i go
For so long i've been somebody else
I don't even know where to begin trying to find myself and
I so care for this
I want to be the color
I so care for this
I want to be the night
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2. |
Any Morning
02:55
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Do you feel like a morning?
Do you feel like a dream?
Do you feel like you're mourning?
Do you feel like a dream?
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3. |
Cheetah Too
04:01
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You hate it
It's been eighteen years
You made it to see it clear
It's a brand new world so kiss the ground
It's a brand new world so kiss the ground
The honest truth is that you never thought that you'd be around
I don't know an animal in you
In you how I know
So shake the night off shake the light off
And let yourself just be oh my only one
Your friends they come on Wednesday here
They won't understand enough to fear
It doesn't take much to not be around
It doesn't take much to not be around
And you're just happy to be standing here with both feet on the ground
I don't know an animal in you
In you how I know
So shake the night off shake the light off
And let yourself just be oh my only one
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4. |
Didn't You Know
05:46
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A year's a lot of time to think about the choice I made
And what would happen if I'd gone about it differently
Not that I'd have come back had you given your best
But did you give it your best?
Did you give it your best?
Does it help you to think that the baggage was mine?
Missing you all the time missing you all the time
Trust that you won't go an settle for anything less
But mine was the best mine was the best
Mine was the best
Are you scared like me that you will end up alone?
Missing you like crazy and I've been around some
Coming home to you was like nobody else though
That was the best that was the best
That was the best
Got all my friends telling me it's my time to come alive
But it's so hard to even push myself to try sometimes
And though it's not for nothing it still feels that way a lot
Now any way I go I know I'm going home alone
Takes all that's in me to not regress back to the past
But you sure as hell made sure it wouldn't come to that
We entered fully aware that we'd clean up the mess
But that was the best that was the best
That was the best
Are you scared like me that you will end up alone?
Missing you like crazy and I've been around some
Coming home to you was like nobody else though
That was the best that was the best
That was the best
Didn't you know didn't you know
Didn't you know?
Where this would go where this would go
Where this would go?
Tell me you couldn't give more
Bleeding a stone that's forlorn
Are you scared like me that you will end up alone?
Missing you like crazy and I've been around some
Coming home to you was like nobody else though
That was the best that was the best
That was the best
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5. |
Never Forever
05:33
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If I fucked up again would it be okay
If I warned you first?
Knowing how I am and knowing how I'm bound to stray
Would it be okay?
Try to stick this out try to see it through to the end
Just to keep you near
Hope you see me as hope you know me to be a friend
And I will be here
To shed light on
The hell that's inside of you what I have turned you into
Force my hand
To drawing the line with you it's not like it got to you then
Become always a part of me
And something that sits with me
Till you're gone
Taking me down with you
Because it's never forever
I know it's never forever
Never forever
Never forever
Be a bad friend be a bad friend back to me
So I'm off the hook
So that I can feel it all and you can let me be
And not give a fuck
Staring straight at you from across the room down tonight
For anything
Once there was a time when I wouldn't trade what we had
For anything
Growing up
And into this phase of us and what it will mean for us
Losing faith
In planning to get around
Not having control of this
Promised this
Would never become of us exist as a shell of us
Can I touch your face in the morning light still?
Because it's never forever
I know it's never forever
Never forever
Never forever
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6. |
Stay Here
05:44
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Spit shine charm
Granted entry
A glass-cased dare
I could try
All I know
Disappearing
How could anybody break that to you?
How could anybody break that to you?
But you tether me
But you tether me
With a chance
But you tether me
But you make me wait
To see you again
Again as I knew you best
I'd sow plotted land we can stay here
And if for all time
And if for all time could exist
Towers
Potted plants where we lay here
Tell me all the time
Tell me all the time you'd come back
Weathered teeth
My own beauty
Yours meets my half-lit smile
Drawing blood
For the future
How could anyone convince me of that?
How could anyone convince me of that?
But you hold the cards
But you hold the cards so close
But you hold the cards
I can see through to
The expanses of great nothingness that hides behind
I'd sow plotted land we can stay here
And if for all time
And if for all time could exist
Towers
Potted plants where we lay here
Tell me all the time
Tell me all the time you'd come back
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Silencio
06:55
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I think I bled my heart the other day
Told you everything I know
I wanted wanted just to touch your face
It's everything I know
I think I cried for death the other day
Only wanted to see you
At least at least your skin is melting off my face
At least I'm here with you
I know you still
It still feels real
Like how you're freezing
It's how I know
You spoke reverse to me the other day
To have me run in place
Some unspoken rule you value more than me
Is holding fast your faith
I think I spilt your blood the other day
You tasted wanted more
So many shadows look like bodies in my room
Your shadow's stretched across the floor
I know it still
How it plays out
Like who I'm meeting
Says you can't know
And then you come to me in a dream
And I am almost waking
I am only waiting up for you
And if this isn't real then
I don't want to be real
I just want to be right here with you
I want to with you
I want to
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8. |
Tilted Garden
05:23
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A jolt of laughter
A tilted garden
Touching it I can't know it's real
Only familiar
I felt like nothing
And I'd give anything to feel it still
I'd trade all my life for
Some kind of heaven for me
I deeply know I'm your one intention
And when I think about it I could die
Dark ships arriving
You said you saw them
If hell exists through you
I'm in
I'd waste all my life for
Some kind of havoc for me
I'd waste all my life for
Some kind of heaven for me
Who's the one who saw me at my worst?
And who's the one who saw me in shreds
A sudden quiet that falls upon us
And you can count my silence
As fear
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9. |
3 O'Clock
07:11
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3 o'clock I'm still in my head
3 o'clock your song comes on and
It's what you want
It's what you want
You got the look of someone waiting
To surprise me at the end of the day
With my favorite cake
Any other time I'm wasted
You don't know how long I've waited to be safe
To feel sane
Pent up all my silence waking and
There's nobody at the end of the day
Who could really save me
Staying up just to hear you say
You would love to stay up this late
3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock
Staying up just to hear you say
You would love to stay up with me
3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock
3 o'clock just what you want
3 o'clock just what you want
3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock
Don't console me with your pity "good enough"
Did you come?
Did you come?
You've got the look of someone waiting
Patiently to watch me break down over time
Okay, let's go
Staying up some just to hear you say out loud
You hurt for me because of me
In the park I'm silenced, crippled
By the prospect of this breaking down
I didn't know
I didn't know, I didn't know
Staying up just to hear you say
You would love to stay up this late
3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock
Staying up just to hear you say
You would love to stay up with me
3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock
3 o'clock just what you want
3 o'clock just what you want
3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock
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