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Complete Gardens

by Secret Crush Hero Worship

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1.
Lucky Dream 02:48
Baby, all my teeth are falling out Am i stuck inside a lucky dream Dreams played out like thousand broken suns Until now it's only been a constant feedback of myself and I so care for this I want to be the color I so care for this I want to be the night Baby's hungry lungs are open wide Can't keep crushing bugs beneath my feet I saw you explaining that to god Wish that i could promise you're okay I heard you sing your song but in reverse Things i need to read before i go For so long i've been somebody else I don't even know where to begin trying to find myself and I so care for this I want to be the color I so care for this I want to be the night
2.
Any Morning 02:55
Do you feel like a morning? Do you feel like a dream? Do you feel like you're mourning? Do you feel like a dream?
3.
Cheetah Too 04:01
You hate it It's been eighteen years You made it to see it clear It's a brand new world so kiss the ground It's a brand new world so kiss the ground The honest truth is that you never thought that you'd be around I don't know an animal in you In you how I know So shake the night off shake the light off And let yourself just be oh my only one Your friends they come on Wednesday here They won't understand enough to fear It doesn't take much to not be around It doesn't take much to not be around And you're just happy to be standing here with both feet on the ground I don't know an animal in you In you how I know So shake the night off shake the light off And let yourself just be oh my only one
4.
A year's a lot of time to think about the choice I made And what would happen if I'd gone about it differently Not that I'd have come back had you given your best But did you give it your best? Did you give it your best? Does it help you to think that the baggage was mine? Missing you all the time missing you all the time Trust that you won't go an settle for anything less But mine was the best mine was the best Mine was the best Are you scared like me that you will end up alone? Missing you like crazy and I've been around some Coming home to you was like nobody else though That was the best that was the best That was the best Got all my friends telling me it's my time to come alive But it's so hard to even push myself to try sometimes And though it's not for nothing it still feels that way a lot Now any way I go I know I'm going home alone Takes all that's in me to not regress back to the past But you sure as hell made sure it wouldn't come to that We entered fully aware that we'd clean up the mess But that was the best that was the best That was the best Are you scared like me that you will end up alone? Missing you like crazy and I've been around some Coming home to you was like nobody else though That was the best that was the best That was the best Didn't you know didn't you know Didn't you know? Where this would go where this would go Where this would go? Tell me you couldn't give more Bleeding a stone that's forlorn Are you scared like me that you will end up alone? Missing you like crazy and I've been around some Coming home to you was like nobody else though That was the best that was the best That was the best
5.
If I fucked up again would it be okay If I warned you first? Knowing how I am and knowing how I'm bound to stray Would it be okay? Try to stick this out try to see it through to the end Just to keep you near Hope you see me as hope you know me to be a friend And I will be here To shed light on The hell that's inside of you what I have turned you into Force my hand To drawing the line with you it's not like it got to you then Become always a part of me And something that sits with me Till you're gone Taking me down with you Because it's never forever I know it's never forever Never forever Never forever Be a bad friend be a bad friend back to me So I'm off the hook So that I can feel it all and you can let me be And not give a fuck Staring straight at you from across the room down tonight For anything Once there was a time when I wouldn't trade what we had For anything Growing up And into this phase of us and what it will mean for us Losing faith In planning to get around Not having control of this Promised this Would never become of us exist as a shell of us Can I touch your face in the morning light still? Because it's never forever I know it's never forever Never forever Never forever
6.
Stay Here 05:44
Spit shine charm Granted entry A glass-cased dare I could try All I know Disappearing How could anybody break that to you? How could anybody break that to you? But you tether me But you tether me With a chance But you tether me But you make me wait To see you again Again as I knew you best I'd sow plotted land we can stay here And if for all time And if for all time could exist Towers Potted plants where we lay here Tell me all the time Tell me all the time you'd come back Weathered teeth My own beauty Yours meets my half-lit smile Drawing blood For the future How could anyone convince me of that? How could anyone convince me of that? But you hold the cards But you hold the cards so close But you hold the cards I can see through to The expanses of great nothingness that hides behind I'd sow plotted land we can stay here And if for all time And if for all time could exist Towers Potted plants where we lay here Tell me all the time Tell me all the time you'd come back
7.
Silencio 06:55
I think I bled my heart the other day Told you everything I know I wanted wanted just to touch your face It's everything I know I think I cried for death the other day Only wanted to see you At least at least your skin is melting off my face At least I'm here with you I know you still It still feels real Like how you're freezing It's how I know You spoke reverse to me the other day To have me run in place Some unspoken rule you value more than me Is holding fast your faith I think I spilt your blood the other day You tasted wanted more So many shadows look like bodies in my room Your shadow's stretched across the floor I know it still How it plays out Like who I'm meeting Says you can't know And then you come to me in a dream And I am almost waking I am only waiting up for you And if this isn't real then I don't want to be real I just want to be right here with you I want to with you I want to
8.
A jolt of laughter A tilted garden Touching it I can't know it's real Only familiar I felt like nothing And I'd give anything to feel it still I'd trade all my life for Some kind of heaven for me I deeply know I'm your one intention And when I think about it I could die Dark ships arriving You said you saw them If hell exists through you I'm in I'd waste all my life for Some kind of havoc for me I'd waste all my life for Some kind of heaven for me Who's the one who saw me at my worst? And who's the one who saw me in shreds A sudden quiet that falls upon us And you can count my silence As fear
9.
3 O'Clock 07:11
3 o'clock I'm still in my head 3 o'clock your song comes on and It's what you want It's what you want You got the look of someone waiting To surprise me at the end of the day With my favorite cake Any other time I'm wasted You don't know how long I've waited to be safe To feel sane Pent up all my silence waking and There's nobody at the end of the day Who could really save me Staying up just to hear you say You would love to stay up this late 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock Staying up just to hear you say You would love to stay up with me 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock 3 o'clock just what you want 3 o'clock just what you want 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock Don't console me with your pity "good enough" Did you come? Did you come? You've got the look of someone waiting Patiently to watch me break down over time Okay, let's go Staying up some just to hear you say out loud You hurt for me because of me In the park I'm silenced, crippled By the prospect of this breaking down I didn't know I didn't know, I didn't know Staying up just to hear you say You would love to stay up this late 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock Staying up just to hear you say You would love to stay up with me 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock 3 o'clock just what you want 3 o'clock just what you want 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock, 3 o'clock

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released June 7, 2021

Written and recorded by Sara Kossin
Mixed by Katherine Graci and Sara Kossin
Mastered by Joe Arias

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